I've done very little pushing of myself over the last month - I know that I'm capable of so many things yet I either don't have the energy, the schedule is off or I'm able to make up any other excuse I can find.
I'm struggling to find myself these days - why do I work out so hard? Why do I need to run an extra mile? Who is going to know if I skip a morning run?
I think I'm going to write down a few things to help me focus my energy. Things that help me remember why I signed up for these races - why I choose to run, bike and swim constantly...I need that reminder of what's important, what is just fun and what will make me happy.