- It's not easy
- It requires sacrifice (from everyone)
- You make do with what you have
For the last month, I have struggled with training on multiple fronts. As previously blogged, the flare-up of my plantar faciitis has been a pain in the ass and prevented me from really making progress on rebuilding my running base. At the same time, it's been a convenient excuse that masks the underlying issues I've been grappling with.
While I feel good that I've at least identified the underlying issue, the real challenge is figuring out how to face and move past it.
So what's the issue?
::: over spending time away from my wife and kids
::: over not dedicating enough time to work and the people that rely on me
Like I said, the good news is that I know what the problem is. Step #2 is figuring out a balance with these people who are impacted the most so that there is no nagging mental guilt over my path ahead.
I want to succeed. I will succeed.